Gamzee is getting used to a new balance. He doesn't think all the shit up in his motherfucking head is ever going to go away, and it feels like constantly standing on a precipice with half of him trying to pull him fucking off and half trying to hold him back. Hold him back with Karkat pulling on him with all his strength too.
And Dave. Which is something he's been thinking about a lot lately. What he has, what he feels, is hot and black and pretty useful in other ways. An outlet for the violence and urge to play and torment and tease. But he's not entirely sure that's the way a good, healthy kismesissitude is supposed to work. And he doesn't want to lose Dave, not when he's just gotten the human and it's feeling so good. Karkat knows about his black feelings, of course, but not about him... consummating things and Dave agreeing. So he's a little worried about telling Karkat about it even for the schoolfeeding on kismesis, because he's sure there'll be an explosion big enough to shake the whole asteroid apart.
He's still pondering all of this when he hears something and catches sight of the human. Is Dave...backing up? That pushes all kinds of hunting instincts to the fore. He's abandoned trying to lilt like he used to when he speaks, though there's still a little in there, because it just doesn't feel natural anymore. He's changed, and can't go back. So he just lets his volume fluctuate as it will. "Dave. DAVE, WHERE ARE YOU GOING? Stirring up all kinds of chase-y feelings up in me right now. IS THAT WHAT YOU'RE UP AND TELLING AT ME, that you're all up and raring for a good game of hide and hunt?"
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Date: 2012-01-14 01:45 am (UTC)And Dave. Which is something he's been thinking about a lot lately. What he has, what he feels, is hot and black and pretty useful in other ways. An outlet for the violence and urge to play and torment and tease. But he's not entirely sure that's the way a good, healthy kismesissitude is supposed to work. And he doesn't want to lose Dave, not when he's just gotten the human and it's feeling so good. Karkat knows about his black feelings, of course, but not about him... consummating things and Dave agreeing. So he's a little worried about telling Karkat about it even for the schoolfeeding on kismesis, because he's sure there'll be an explosion big enough to shake the whole asteroid apart.
He's still pondering all of this when he hears something and catches sight of the human. Is Dave...backing up? That pushes all kinds of hunting instincts to the fore. He's abandoned trying to lilt like he used to when he speaks, though there's still a little in there, because it just doesn't feel natural anymore. He's changed, and can't go back. So he just lets his volume fluctuate as it will. "Dave. DAVE, WHERE ARE YOU GOING? Stirring up all kinds of chase-y feelings up in me right now. IS THAT WHAT YOU'RE UP AND TELLING AT ME, that you're all up and raring for a good game of hide and hunt?"